:O
I'm alive?
I made it for 2 whole weeks without the internet!
I didn't let anyone know cause my parents just went nazi on my ass >< banned me for something really stupid.
But yeah. >< Thanks for not dropping me? (Y)

ANd cause my time has been massively sliced: ennis.cara@gmail.com

use it if you wanna start a sl or something.


Cheers
Cara xx

Again, nothing much to update on.
At all.
Life's become a drag since I tried sobriety.

Days Sober:
IIII

Well...uh.
Not much to say really.

Days sober:
I

I seem to bring destruction wherever I go.

Days sober:
III

So I hurt a lot of people recently, and I've only really apologised to one, so here's my public apologies.

Brian: Well, I can't really justify it...at all. I'm not going to pretend that what I did was right in some kind of way, but if it ever means anything at all, I'm sorry. I turned a lot of peoples lives upside down but you didn't deserve this.

Gerard: I don't really know why I'm apologising, since you're almost as bad, but I guess you deserve it. Just remember: Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.

Bill: Jesus, where do I even start? All I'm going to say is I love you. I love you so much, I always will, and I hope one day you can forgive me and you can move on. I really hope I didn't ruin this for you. Keep The Faith.


Days sober:

I

So I'm thinking that I could try this whole sobriety thing.

Four hours later I pass out because my system can't handle any more.
I think I need to try harder.

One day, years from now, someone is going to look me in the eye and say, "Was it worth it?"

"Was it worth screwing over your friends, your boyfriend, everyone who trusted you, for the one thing that has always seemed to have a grip on you?"

"The habit you can never quite shake?"

Honestly?

I don't know what I'm going to say..



I think I'm losing my mind..

Well,
I haven't written in this thing in...
Forever.

Bill's pregnant :) Yeah, you've heard it before, but I don't care.
We're having a baby and he's going to be called Sam Iero-Kaulitz.
Damn, he is going to be one cool kid.
I'm going to buy him sunglasses for his first birthday/christmas/hanukkah.

Bill, are we Jewish? I don't think we are. But we can still celebrate hanukkah, right?

I ...think that's about it.

I'm off loveys.

- F. Iero

xIerosFirex

So Bill's mum's coming over soon. I called up mama and she's coming up in a weeks time.
Scared yet? Don't be, she's a big softie. She'll embarrass me and love you just like all good mothers do.

And I got the job as a Trainer. Laziest person alive maybe and thats the job I end up getting.
Now thats irony for you.